Friday, July 16, 2010 @6:59 AM
oh i have alot to say
was thinking on my time away
cause everything inside
it never comes out right
and when i see you sad
it makes me want to die
i'm sorry that i am bad
i'm sorry that your blue
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i can't take it back
i love how you care
i love all your smiles
and baby the way you made my world go round
and i just
wanted to say
i'm sorry
hais, wasted 2 weeks planning and making a card and getting a couple keychain.
i guess you don't care anymore.
just throw away everything away.
you say i am getting on your nerves, that hurt me alot too.
i am irritating because i don't want to lose you.
i know i am super irritating.
even me myself admit that.
i have no idea how to make it better.
i tell myself everyday that tomorrow is going to be a better day
because you are going to forgive me.
and everyday it never happens.
i really want to move on with you.
but you don't even want to listen to what i have to say.
it just sucks talking to a wall.
i love you loads.
and i really want you to be my one and only girl.
no one else.
but you are not giving me the chance to tell you.
or rather show you.
i actually cried all the way back on the MRT.
yawn, shall not elaborate.
how can i even face you tomorrow during FDI?
all i can say is.
i deserve it.
my itchy fingers want to type it.
so just screw myself.
i am sorry.